Smile Sunshine!

Some Days

Some days
I want to turn back the clock
and go back
to the moments
I wished I'd done differently

Said the words I should have said
Done the things I should have done
Took back the words that I shouldn't have
Undo the things I shouldn't have done

I wish I could
Turn back the events
Take back the tears
Undo the hurt
Let go of the feelings
that just did not matter
only too late
did I realize

I would
make more smiles
and settled for forgiving easily
relaxed more
and laughed more
be bolder
took hold of the opportunity
the chances
that in the blink of the eye
disappeared
no longer presented as choice
no longer able to be chosen

Ah
Indeed these are the things I wish I could do...

But here I am,
here in the present now
I can only forgive myself and accept
that I must make peace
with the past
and hope for the future
and know
that I have come
a long long way
from then
and trust
that with the knowledge I possess
I will be able to make
better choices
do things
that will enable me to look back
and smile
that at least
I did all that I could :)

Angel with a Shotgun

My favorite platforms for drawing are: Photoshop and Open Canvas. It took some time, but after tutorials and much practice, I am getting the hang of Paint Tool Sai and falling in love with it~

Here are some practice bits:

(Above: Added Effects from: Picmonkey)

(Original pic done in Paint Tool Sai)

Are you using any of these programs? If yes, which one is your favorite? Or are there any other programs that you use/recommend? :D

Pretty Soldier Sailor Moon & other nostalgic bits

"Dengan kuasa bulan - akan menghukummu!"

(I am Sailor Moon! I stand for love. And I also stand for justice. And in the name of the Moon, I will punish you! - Sailor Moon) via Sailor Moon TV Quotes.

Those are the words that automatically come to mind when I think of the blond haired girl with the trademarked hair buns. I first fell in love with Sailor Moon when I started reading the manga series during school days. That brings a lot of memories~ Along with that I also started reading Dragon Ball (Did anyone know that the artists of Sailor Moon & Dragon Ball got married to each other? XD) and other manga.

 What are your favorite nostalgic bits? 

(Princess Serenity/ Usagi / Sailor Moon - done in Paint Tool Sai, and added effects from Picmonkey)

To Love and Be Loved

-Mother Theresa

Today: Note To Self

"The only person you are destined to become is the person you decide to be."

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Heaven

♥ Bryan Adams & My Favorite Acoustic Cover Version (Boyce Avenue & Megan Nicole) ♥